Loneliness of the soul
The dark void of the heart
The never filling of a hole
That I'm trying to attack
This I try to do but fail
Not because of lack of ability
Not because of lack of stability
But because of a troubled mind as if drowned in hail
What would I give for this mind calm?
My life to her to control in her palm
Why do I do this you may ask?
Because its nothing more than a simple task
Now here comes the tricky part
The troubled mind does not belong to me
but it is hers and its tearing me apart
Its killing me that I cant make her feel better
But why do I blame me
when she is the one who doesn't help her
Yes its ironic my situation i know
that I suffer for someone who doesn't help herself
and that she does not even helps me to realize
that we may never have what Ive fantasized
Its been 5 years now since I began
my quest to eliminate my hole
and I've made little progress
but way more than what I hoped
Yet this torture pains me,
the unknowing of the outcome
the closure of my story
the result of my long waiting
But I want YOU to know that it doesn't matter
which answer you choose
because whatever it is
it can only make my life better
SO PLEASE HURRY AND CHOOSE
I PROMISE YOU, ME YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LOSE
AS I PLAN TO COMPLETE MY
PROMISE
OF NEVER LEAVING YOU ALONE...
