Dear love, Lamar taylor

Dear Lamar,

I am lonely,angry and sad.
I don't know what to do,
I used to look to you for happiness,
But now,now I am confused.

I only write about suffering,pain and death.Why is my life such a mess? You must believe me when I say,"I was happy once," back in the day.

At first you made me dream
of the future and a whit picket-fence,but now I only dream of misery and my own sadness.

We were beginning to break apart and drift away.I tried so hard to hold on and stay,
But inch by inch and day by day,
you began to slip away.

My only regret was that I did not kiss you,hold you and ask you to stay.
I let you slip away.........