To The One I Loved.

You want to know what's happening
But you are so clearly blind
People tell me to follow my heart
But what to do with my mind?

You're sitting there so patiently
Waiting for the answer
This love was fine but now it hurts
It's almost like love cancer.

I sometimes find myself wondering
What'd be like if you were gone
I feel so guilty for just saying it
But I think I'm moving on.

I loved you once, I loved you twice
But this time I'm not giving in
They told me all the lies you gave me
And now this where I begin.

I've fallen for some other
Which is not a big surprise
I'm sorry that I broke your heart
But this is what I advise:

There's always someone out there
Just listen and observe
You just need someone better
Someone you deserve.

I'll miss you so even when I'm gone
Because you helped realize
Nothing is the way it seems
Nothing is idealized.

I did what I had to say
And now I know what I have to do
I'm gonna say with one last glance
So long and goodbye to you.