One person will ruin us all

The more I'm bottled up
the more i lash out
the more i stay secretive
the more i start to doubt

theres only one person
I'm staying alive for
and that one person
is only staying alive for me

the hurt the pain
the regret and guilt
the jealous and anger
sadness and relief
its all that I've built

not going into high school
I'll be more hurt than ever
they don't know who i am
i don't even know

this was our dream
but its all going to fade
i hate what its doing to this family
its not who we made

his priorities are gone
dead beyond far
nothing will save us now
all will be left is a scar

tearing up apart
till theres nothing left
nothing to hold onto
nothing but a heart

life will be rough
and nothing will hold on
this will close a chapter in my life
until all is gone

what does he say
to my empty soul
I'm not leaving this house
and also is my only goal

WELL FU CK you
I'm sorry to say
I'm leaving you
and no longer are they