Losing a winning battle against myself
Waking up every morning
Looking in the mirror and wishing that I was dead
I should appreciate what I have
but I can't
My life is too hard for me to live
My friends don't understand me anymore
My family never understood me and never will
I don't understand myself
Everyday I force myself to get out of bed
If I swapped lives with someone else, they'd be able to cope with my life
So what's wrong with me?