Some Strange Disease

I miss you,
like I've never missed before.
Only I've stopped obbsessing,
because it became a bore.

I want to be held
and I want to be kissed,
but only from you....
Just know you're missed...

I've tried to move on,
but I only have eyes for you.
Today I started to cry.
No one comforts me like you do.

I've tried to stop cutting,
because I know you'd like that.
I want to please you, but it's hard,
because you already dont think I'm ugly or fat.

I just want to be in your arms again.
I want to be in your arms only.
Is that to much to ask?
To be in your arms and your arms only?

I guess it is....
and I still love you, that's not new.
and for you, I'll always wait,
but now I'll move onto him, but always love you....