Just me

by RObC   Aug 28, 2005


Don’t be sad smile and laugh your worries away cause today is a new day no way I can stand by and let it go so much more to give.

I live in this world all alone roaming from hence was not there before.

I get side tracked looking back over the past attempts to get this life right fighting the good fight getting stepped on cause I am a nice guy as the days fly by I try to see past the shadows that come over my mind forgetting who I used to be and finding a new me stepping up the pace giving chase to objectives beyond my grasp how much longer can I last I have fun because I am young.

The older I get the more likely it will be that I will not live to see anther day looking for a way to get past all this preliminary nonsense and come to the point nobody can understand me.

I am a man who likes to listen to the words being said.

I practice self control and hold my tongue thinking out the right words to say to be as good of friend as I can all the while being who I am.

I tend to ask the questions a day late and dollar short I have these thing how can I change for the better if I don’t admit I have a problem that I need to fix.

I shoushouldave to be lonely in this life that is too short to be wasting blissfully wishing we could be kissing.

What is that I am missing and can it be fixed or is it just meant that I am to be alone in this world?

No one to hold tight thru tThuright and wake up next to.

why are my poems unheard these are my words and part of my life deep thoughts written feelings to bear no can understand the poet that is me.

I am so tired of living in self-inflicted isolation it is like I am a fish in the sea the waves of this life keep washing over me drowning my hopes and dreams it seems like every time I get something good going on beyond my wildest dreams.

I give up and resign from my mission it like a gift gone to waste if I don’t put my thoughts in perspective and step away for a while miss my friends too bad for me so much self-pity yet I am happy is some twisted way I could never understand I stand my ground never found a reason why I am living this season that seems to never be ending so I stand my ground.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Gracie Jo

    I must agree with Blush, it was hard to read. Anyway, it was good. Take care & keep writing. :)

  • 19 years ago

    by undying blusher

    "What is that I am missing and can it be fixed or is it just meant that I am to be alone in this world?"

    Answers for questions like that ^ are hard to find... But I do believe everyone can find love, and eventually a relationship will work out...you're never truly alone, but I know what you mean, and you'll find her one day...

    "No one to hold tight thru the night and wake up next my pomes are a part of my life deep thoughts written feelings to bear no can understand the poet that is me."

    I think you mean "no one" or "none" when it says "NO can understand the poet that is me."

    I can't quite remember how it was before, but I think it's layed out nicely now...

    Stay strong and keep hope...and keep writing.

    xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by undying blusher

    Phew. That sure is something. Again, I suggest separating it, probably short lines, and stanzas would be nice as well. Really good work just could use some organizing. I know for some poets…it comes out of their minds rapidly without taking pauses…so I think it’d be a good idea to go back after you get it all out of you…make sense? If you work on it, let me know…

    "and wake up next my pomes are a part of life deep thoughts written feelings to bear no can understand the artiest that is me."

    I think you meant "poems" rather than "pomes." And if I'm not mistaken, "artiest" should be "artist."

    xxx