After reading that...I think you deserve a woman who'll treat you as good as you treat her...and I hope it doesn't take too long to find the right one.

"...I find it hard to get close for fear of loss how tossed my thoughts get as I sit here near to this completion of yet anchor."

I know far too many people who hold back because of their fear of another loss, more pain...I'm glad you haven't given up...never do. Beautiful poem, especially towards the end :)

xxx

This really appealed to me because it's a raw and honest insight into the mind of you (a typical guy) well done
luv em