As i blow the candles out on this cake its hard to fake that i am happy for the first time in a while, but tomorrow when my birthday has gone for another year you will forget me and my sadness will continue on....
You smiled when you saw that grin on my face you knew how happy i was, you knew how upset i had been and what i had done to myself, I'm so ashamed of that, that you suffered because of me.
I still bare the scars on my wrist, they just don't go away, it all takes time. Just let me heal and don't judge me right now..
You knew i loved you and you knew i cared, don't leave me right now I'm in a fragile state of mind
i know you have a life too but please don't leave me behind
You care about me today, but probably not tomorrow...
