Broken Inside

Sitting all alone
In the dark
Wondering why my best friend
Tore my heart apart

Looking at all the photographs
Sleepovers, secrets, boys and laughs
How could you just throw it away?
I thought best friends are meant to stay

I hold back my tears till night
And cry myself out till dawn
I can't come round to realize
You weren't a friend all along

Till I met you
I hated my life
Now I hate me too
For handing you the knife

Now blood leaks from my wrists
I know this habit must end
But I don't really know
If my hearts strong enough to mend