Can't have

I'm in love with someone
But that someone
Doesn't love me
Now that i think...
Thats how its going to be

I dated him once
I dated him twice
But at least not as high
As the highest number on a dice

He may not love me
But i just
Can't get over him
Not even move on

I have a crush on a guy
I feel like i am cheating
I flirt with a guy
And i feel like i am wrong

I wish i could
Get over this guy
Or get this guy
To love me

But like i said
That is not how life will be
So now i will just leave

Leave this cruel world
Leave it all behind
But one bad thing?
Ill think of Andrew all the time

I take a nap
I dream later
I am sitting on his lap
And we are happy and kissing
With nothing missing

I'm happy then
But as I awake
I want ____ to date me...
For goodness sake!

yeah, this is about me, lol, i think for all of ya'll who are my friends on here, or in real life know who it is!!!