Im overcome with emotion,
Everythings closing in,
I remember crimson,
I remember sin.
I remember everything,
From your brown hair to your eyes,
And everything that I still love,
Are the things that I despise.
I cant believe you left me,
I cant believe your gone.
These walls in here are closing in,
All I do is write these songs.
Day and night I think of you,
Im loving you all the time.
I wonder if you think of me,
And wish that you were mine.
But that’s all the things that I pretend,
And none of it is real.
None of it but loving you,
And wishing wounds would heal.
But they don’t seem to go away,
Even when I try.
I just wish that you would once,
Look me in the eye.
And tell me how much you used to love,
My brown eyes and my hair.
And everytime your with her,
You wish you were where,
You said youd be all your life,
Right here by my side.
Because, youd say, kissing me soft,
Theres nothing left to hide.
And then youd say,
Touching my arm.
That you would like it,
If I stopped self-harm.
But even if I did it again,
Youd love me anyway.
Because you’ve loved me all this time,
And that love will always stay.
But I know youd never tell me,
Even if that’s how you felt.
Because your too damn stubborn,
And afraid of letting me melt.
And melt right in your arms I would,
Thered be nothing I couldn’t do.
I would stop all my bleeding…
Just to be with you.
