The blood it seems to come from her,
And not from my own arm.
I went strong for a month and a day,
And now im back into self harm.
Again I relapse after so long,
And I cry for being weak.
I stayed strong for her you know,
But now the outlook is bleak.
I wont see her for almost a year,
And here I do bleed.
Nothing youd say could bring her to me,
Yet that is all I need.
I cant take all this crying,
I do it everyday.
I don’t know how much longer,
Ill last before I say.
All the love I have for people,
And all the love they lack.
And everything ill ever need,
Has come and then turned black.
I don’t see the love they give,
And maybe that’s just me.
I don’t understand what your talking about,
What am I supposed to see?
Ive realized after all these years,
That I don’t belong.
And that everywhere I seem to go,
Something does go wrong.
I cannot keep living like this,
A life that’s just a blur.
But I cant seem to just give up,
If someday ill be with her.
This is about my sister who I visited just a week ago. She was the reason I didn’t cut for a month…. And now im here without her.
