The last time..

Why did you leave me? Can you explain?
I can't believe that i will never see you again!
It's hard to realize that our last goodbye was forever, i know,
why did you love stopped to grow?

I miss your presence, your view and the gentle touch,
why did you fool me this way and so much?
I love you from the bottom of my heart,
why don't we try another start?

Why did you leave me alone with the questions and the pain?
Why the hell can't I see you again?

I can't even feel the tears running down my cheek,
i am so much confused and my body feels so weak!
I feel numb and don't know what to do,
because my heart was just beating for you!

Why did you pretend that i am your girl forever?
What did you want to gain?
Was it just a stupid game?

You made me believe i was everything for you,
but now i know that none of your words were true!

I hate you and i love you so much at the same time,
I feel like i will never be able to love, to show my feelings and to believe in a boy,
tell me was i just a stupid toy?