Could crying be the key to surviving?
I'm tired!
Enough,
Is all i am, and all i have.
I'm no-body.
The world's not stopping!
Always busy,
Always going.
Here i am.
Stuck,stranded,shocked,alone.
Acceptance mandatory.
Robbed of all that's hopeful.
Questioning my existence.
Praying God will take vengeance.
Will my faith return?
So hard to love,
So convenient to hate!
I wish to take life.
If to be mine or them.
This voice won't disappear.
God's screaming forgive.
And i am so empty
Confused of all my knowledge.
Pain beyond my realm.
Afraid of my demons.
Paranoid of my capabilities.
leaning toward the wrong choice.
Lord make me humble!
I don't want to care!
Holding on to a crumb of whats right,
Consequences will not escape me!
Clueless of my next minuet,
Right now i choose to cry.
