These words to you.....

I never meant to hurt you or push you away
I know I said some things to cause you pain
And now I know you won’t forget what I’m about to say
I remember that day when we first met
Sitting in the science room
i took the seat across from you
and you were the first to say hello
a week went by
and one day at lunch
you asked for my email
and I did the same
the same night
I started to laugh talking to you
and after a lot of blushing
i smiled and told you i liked you too
I fell in love a little more each day I saw you
My heart never loved some one so much
You made my life better
then one day you brought up a girl
telling me how great she was
that you couldn't wait to see her
that crushed me
I couldn't believe it
i finally realized
you didn't need me
you wanted her
so i tried to stop loving you
I tried to push you away
it looked real on the outside
but on the inside it still remained true
i still loved you
but you never will love me the same
it breaks my heart knowing she's your number one
and I will never be
Outside you see my smiles i’m faking
you see me laugh while inside im crying
you can't see inside the pain your making
I’m good at hiding, great at pretending
No one knows my life is breaking
I never meant to hurt you
And hopefully you will hear these words someday