Times like these

You haven't got a clue
what I'm going through inside
I never could imagine
a day without your smile
oh how i wish you'd come back to me
even if it's only for a little while.
Each day i wait by on line
hoping that you'd be on
I look at all your pictures
hanging on the wall
every time i see them
i break down and fall
I put away the notebook
we shared for only days
cause every time i read it
i feel so betrayed
like it was all a lie
and i wonder if anything
you said was ever true
I heard that with your new love
you're having the time of your life
it's the other way around now
as I'm the one who is in strife.
When we first met
you were so confused and lost
you had wanted to end your life
regardless of the pain it would cause.
I reach out to you and tried
to give you love and care
thank god that i was able
to pull you out of your dark despair.
Today you probably could care less
if I'm alive or dead
it's hard to think that to you
I'm not even there
I'll just try to get by
each day i see you
i just have to say this
goodbye