All this pain

I don't want to admit it,
all of the pain you put me through,
I don't think I'll ever be able to forget it,
I don't think I'll ever forget about you.

The hopes and dreams,
Just from my imagination,
Everything clouded in a world where nothing is what it seems,
I thought about everything deep in elaboration.

It wasn't me you loved at all,
It was all an excruciating lie,
I was nothing to you,
Just a puppet on strings, your doll.

The worst of it all is,
baby I still love you.