Laying there awake,
my heart starts to ache.
the one thing i didn't feel alive,
was my heart that felt a thrive.
as if i was struck with a knife,
that happened in a rife.
the loss of what was gone,
there was alot done wrong.
figure out the answers,
is like a disease with cancer.
hard to even let go,
is like life over through.
sometimes you just got to live with it,
and you've got to know when to quit.
life is like a game,
you've got no one else to blame.
siting there thinking why,
as your time passed you by,
when you think back,
you wish you could of had another chance,
to live a new romance,
but look into the mirror,
you haven't wasted your time yet.
so go ahead lets see what you can get.
as i lay there dreaming about it all.
i felt my soul fall.
on to the ground,
nothing what i was even bound.
to get stepped on and tossed.
gone and drowned into its grave,
where the big black rave lays.
for the one that left me alone tonight,
never to even see the light.
but as i start to die,
can i ask you to tell me goodbye.
(I felt sad that...i wanted to start over with my ex...cuz i loved him so much....love you lots doug.. )
