Cut Up Angel

She cut herself bad
Her wrists are still bloody
She wanted to get the vein
And someone said she’s nutty

She loves a boy
She loves her knife
She thinks of him
And how to end her life

The cold blade drags across her skin
The blood drips from her arm
She closes her eyes to think of him
She thinks of how she does him harm

She’s an addict of blood
The way it drips from her wrist
She’s an addict of love
But she knows she won't be missed

A promise is a promise
And I promise not to live
I’ve done what I’ve done
And I’ve given all I can give

I tried to slit my wrist
I tried to pop the pills
I tried to love life
But everything just kills

I don't think I'm going to make it
I don't think I can make it on my own
I wish someone could save me
I don't want to die alone…

I don't want to live like this
I don't want to live at all
I need you here right now
To catch me when I fall

I wish you could forgive me
Forgive my selfish acts
I wish you would stop lying
And not turn your back

My soul is dieing now
And I feel the pain inside
I'm living for my wish
I wish I’d never lied

~Written In Blood~