Love/hate ralationship without the love

Now it’s over
There’s nothing left
You’re gone I confess
You broke me
I broke you back
It was a game
To hurt each other
You told me lies
I stabbed you in the back
You spread rumors
I said bad stuff about you back
I wished you were dead
I wished you’d get away
Stop haunting my dreams
Just go away
Anything we’ve ever had
Is now gone
We’re over
There’s nothing left
No room for forgiveness
Just stupid shit
If you hurt me
I’ll hurt you back
It’s become my routine
I’m stuck like this
I hate you so much
Why don’t you die?
I’ll admit
That we’re even if you do first
I’m not the type to be too forward
Or worse