I HATE you dad

Ever since i was a child
I would pray before bed
that my father will find me
and take me out somewhere

I wuz only 3 months
when my father left us
He told my mother that
he dont wanna b a part of my life..

When i saw other kids
with their father i always cried
I hated myself, i wuz called dumb

I never had a christmas tree
or a birthday cake.. my mom didnt
have any money..and i understand that..

After 15 years, how dare
was he to show up on my steps
He thought that i was gonna 4give him...but he didnt kno that he was replaced

Now that my son is born
I will make sure he dont
feel the same pain i felt
he will celebrate every holiday
and on his birthday he's gonna shine...

When my son gets little older
I will make sure he knows about
his grandfather..the way he hurt me and made me cry every day..!!