I will always hate you...

You were just doing what you do
To everyone you know,
Bouncing from friend to friend
To and fro.

But I didn't like it
I thought you where there,
There for me
I thought you cared.

You're such a useless cow
You have no idea,
How much I hate you
Yet you I fear.

You were only my friend
Because there was no one else there,
You clung to me happily
Not holding a care

For what you would do
When we went back home,
It didn't even matter
Because home was soon.

You pretended I was cool
That you thought I was fun,
But inside your head
You were, "Oh my god, she's so dumb!"

But when back to reality
You forced me to hide
In the presence of you friends
You casted me aside.

You have no idea
How much it hurt
How broken I was
When you pushed me to the dirt.

You pushed me away
And of me, you were ashamed,
For all of my tears
You will ALWAYS be blamed.

You are absolutely worthless
And with passion I hate you,
And a lot agree with me
For they hate you, too.

Because as you've done me
Using all your tools,
You've squeezed them for what their worth
Then left them for the wolves.

But the fire of hate for you
Burnt down to a glow,
It's good it's stopped flaming
Even though you're so low.

It will always just glow
To always remind me,
How completely useless you are
And you'll never see.

But I've learned my lesson
Thank you for this thing I see,
And it just goes to show
You are absolutely NOTHING to me.

-Dedicated to Alice

P.S
Please comment, this is one of the most meaningful poems I have written, because it is about a true experience. Alice left her mark on me before she ditched me after camp. A big scar, and i will always hate her for it.
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