Gone Away

A broken heart with no mend,
a life with no happy memories.
gone away just like the wind blows,
far from life but close to death.
no love to share for anyone, but hatred lies in me,
because I've never been loved before.
i wish i could brake free out of the jail inside my mind.
my thoughts locked up and cant get out, cause everyone puts me down.
i used to think about suicide,
but why? my life just hides.
my heart searches for love, but no one to love.
my soul cries for redemption, but its stuck in the mud.
I'm gone away again,
and i don't want to come back.
cause not even my own Friends except me, because I'm black.
i walk the hallways all alone, but everyone is around me.
what i mean is they block me out.
lost in the dark, no home to go to,
no family to help or run to.
so now I'm gone away forever..

**hey this poem probably doesn't make since to some, but this is part of my life**