You're just a dream that I have
That makes me smile.
A thought can keep me happy
For at least a little while.
When I think of your smile
When I think of your laugh
I get so happy,
That you've crossed my path.
Then I think of you kissing her and holding her hand
And You become a dream that so suddenly
turns bad.
You are a nightmare
That troubles my sleep.
You are a nightmare
That haunts me
You're a following thought that I have to keep.
I don't want to forget you
And how you made me fall in love.
I don't want to remember you
And how it's like you're Heaven sent,
It's Like you're an angel above.
It's like you're perfect
In every way
Except that you have a girlfriend
And live so far away.
You are a dream...You
You are a dream, that will never come true.
A nightmare of not having you
Is no longer a nightmare
But hard, cold reality.
The person that's living that reality is me.
I picture her in your arms.
And try to replace her with me, in my thought.
I try to push my feelings away
I try to love you not.
I don't want you to read my poems
Because I think it might hurt you
To see how badly you've hurt me.
But I think that maybe at the time,
You were being a little selfish.
You didn't;t see how it would hurt me
To tell me that you love me.
You're just a dream
That won't ever come true.
A nightmare that haunts me
A nightmare that's true.
