I cant pretend that i don't love you
Its just something i cant do
I don't know why
Because you told a lot of lies
You broke my heart
And tore it all a part
It feels like you stabbed it with a knife
Because your the one whose ending my life
You hurt me so bad
And i try not to act sad
I cant pretend i don't care
I sit in my room hiding every tear
You left me here, didn't say a word
Even though, that's what i preferred
Did you expect me to wait
Well to bad, your late!!
I waited for 2 weeks
Not once did we speak
You or no one really knows
Because i don't like to show
All the pain and hurt i feel
Isn't ever gonna fully heal
I don't have no more trust in guys
Because so far, all i got was lies
I cant bring myself to actually date
Don't you feel so ******* great?
You made me like the way i am
I cant believe you, damn
I'm afraid to actually commit
I try so hard to just do it
I cant pretend everything is alright
Not 1, Not 2, Not another night
All my feelings need to come out
Because ill i have is doubt
When people ask me if I'm okay
I reply, Yes Every Day
But nothing is OK, Everything is wrong
I'm sick of guys, i wish they didn't belong!!!
