Normal Night

I lie down
But I'm still awake
I start to tremble
It turns to an earthquake

Still in my clothes
Curtains still wide
Without a care
Swallowing my pride

Tears fall down
They've eroded my face
Falling regularly
Full of silence and grace

I look to the sky
For a moment of hope
When it doesn't come
I still can't cope

The pain is incredible
Isn't it nice
That I get what I deserve
Life is a fight

My body's trembling
I collapse on my bed
And I try to stop
The banging in my head

Emotionally and physically
Sick and drained
Almost puking, crying
My chest's full of pain

A normal night
I think to myself
Full of pain
Compromising my health