You and i used to be,
connected in every way,
held together so strong,
by the bonds of friendship,
and undying love,
You were the pages of my diary,
i told you everything,
my fears and wishes,
the secrets i held locked inside my heart,
I was there for you when you were in need,
and you were there for me,
You were a crutch for me to lean on,
You held me up,
so i wouldn't fall,
But suddenly things changed,
You didn't need me anymore,
I was old and worn,
you traded me in for something new,
Something you thought was better,
I was left broken,
alone and hurt,
i lost everything that meant something,
and was left with everything that didn't,
i fell without my sturdy crutch,
I hit the ground so hard,
i was broken and immobilized,
paralyzed as i watched the world move on.
And then they came,
like angels descending from the heavens,
Their bright loving souls shining through to me,
providing light in the dark,
and warmth in the cold,
The lifted me up,
they supported me,
They acted as my crutch,
until i could walk on my own again,
I grew stronger,
and my new friendships did as well,
i had incredible bonds of strengths i never knew,
I became so joyful,
so filled with peace and love,
i walked along bright paths,
littered with flowers,
and smelling of divine fragrances,
i was at peace.
And now you're back,
You want to trade in someone else for me,
You've com crawling to take possession of me,
You no longer see me as worn out,
You want to share your thoughts with me,
spend your days with me,
and hold me up again,
But i wont let you,
I am not going to let you hold me up,
Just to have you drop me again,
and watch as a break,
I wont be hurt as i once was,
i am not naive as i was then,
So i walk away,
Down the sunlit pathways,
with theses angels at my sides,
I'll leave you to you worn out friends,
in the dark meadow beyond the rise,
I'll take one more glance at you,
Just to see that you understand,
life moves on,
I have moved on,
i don't need you anymore,
I don't need a crutch to walk,
I'm strong and fit,
And happy and loved,
And I'll walk these winding pathways,
Until i find the end,
I'll keep on moving with friends at my side,
Until i find the end.
