I try so hard to be nicer and to be cool but I guess I don't try hard enough I will find the best thing I will succeed at but I think I will never what I think i will be good at one day while I was getting my daily beating from my sis i thought of somthing that I will try and I will succeed at while my sis went out and my mom was at work I went into my moms room found her gun wrote a note to all the poeple who love me and then I shot myself in the head at 4 my mom came home and saw me she read the note I said mom dad I love u but cant do this I hate getting beatings from my sister now all I have to tell u is to tell who is to blame here my sister beacause of her beatings I didn't want to live any more I'm so so sorry I cant see my younger brothers and sister grow I love u all
