He|p me? P|ease?

Its not the way that i want it,
But its the way it is.
I cant help feeling like this,
This is my life.
This is how it goes,
day after day after day...

It makes me so lonely,
knowing that you are not here,
you told me to trust you
and to have no fear...

Theres nothing left to lose,
I'm not strong enough to overcome this.

I hope you read this,
then maybe you'll understand
all the problems I've been having lately...

Read between the lines
you may realize that i lied to you
pretending to be OK,
when really i wasn't.

I've been hurting inside for around 3 weeks now,
i hope you read this and understand,
i really need a helping hand...

I want to make it all better,
i need help from the doctor,
or someone that can help me...

| need y0u t0 he|p me...
P|ease?