I feel the tears falling from my eyes
Are drowning me and I cant breathe
A Silent scream escapes my lungs
No one hears and I give a final heave
If I die today will you cry for me?
Will you notice that I'm gone
Will you even miss me?
If I die today will you throw a party?
And be happy that I'm gone
Or would you die for me?
I don't want to be a faded memory
I don't want you to love anyone else
I want you to help me Live
I'll give you all I can give
I'm not going to be good enough
I never expected to be
I am a fake
I just want you to love me
I am hiding from the truth
I'm hiding behind my disguise
I need you to help me
But I'm a walking, talking, lie
I don't know the right thing to say
or how to tell you how in love I am
I don't know how to survive
But I'm just a lonely black Lamb
~Written in Blood~
Samantha
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