Suffocation...

*~I was feeling really low and insecure when I wrote this, I was scared of everything and panicking pretty much so anyway thanks for reading it, all my love Jen~*

I feel like I'm in a box,
I'm suffocating i cant breath,
I'm gasping scratching at the top
but i cant escape its covered me.

backed up against a wall
reversing like a scared dog
pulling air into my lungs
holding my legs hard against my chest.

feeling fear that surrounds me
enclosing me in a metal case
the top is locked the chain is tight
my heart rate sinking my life deflates

slipping away from reality
into a scary dream world
down a pit of blackness
I'm falling for eternity

frightened by the dark
scared because of nightmares
just wishing for someone to hold me
to keep me safe from harms way

my arms waiting to be filled
my heart waiting for someone special
but i cant free myself from my life
I'm stuck in the limbo of no return.

the world so dark blackened out
i cant feel i can barely see
I'm cold I'm like a freezer
numb to all that surround me.

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