So this is my last resort

So this is my last resort
No one listening
Inside I’m screaming

So this is my last resort
With my heart bleeding
No able to understand this feeling

So this is my last resort
My world shattering
My heart dropping

So this is my last resort
Silent crying
Silent hurting

So this is my last resort
Inside dying
Outside smiling

So this is my last resort
Slowly suffocating
Trying to stop breathing

So this is my last resort
This knife I’m taking
Suicide I’m contemplating