For Too Long

For too long you have stared down smiling as you rip out my heart
For too long you have pranced across the crimson fields you start
For too long you have jealously confided in your sinister better half
For too long have you betrayed your genial daffodil laden path
For too long you have dined upon my bitter melancholy tears
For too long have you bathed in the joy of all my hidden fears
For too long you have controlled my sorrowful memories of past
For too long you have made my euphoric memories into ash

I will not be controlled any longer
By people i do not choose to hate
And while i wish for friendship again
It seems utter loathing is our fate

*I never wanted this you guys, cause for some reason i still love you guys with all my heart. But Xavier, Nicholas, I wash my hands of you*

-A