Forever holding my heart

A pain in my chest
A tear in my eye
Holding it inside
My smiles to you are lies

Your more than a best friend
I don't know how I could've thought different
I don't know why I put our happiness to an end
Making the biggest mistake, leaving a scar that will never mend

You think you broke my heart
But I really broke my own
The day I broke up with you
Thinking that I needed time to be alone

I was wrong to think I didn't need you
Because baby I need you more than you know
Without the thought of you in my life I would be nothing
My heart, body, and soul wouldn't go

Your the reason I smile in my sleep
The reason I get up in the morning, with a flutter in my heart
Awaiting the moment I see you
When my day really starts

Even though we arn't together
I will wait for you until the end
Because my heart is forever yours
To love, break, or bend.

I love you Ryan.. always will