My last day©

I'm running, my skin tearing
my tears burning
as I run faster
and slip to the ground

I feel like running
but I cant even stand
I've lost all my courage
I'm so incomplete

my world gets darker
and I feel so afraid
that my life at the bottom
I've finally hit the rocks

no security, no comfort
I just want my little blade
I want to see the blood
running down my arms

I want to stop thinkin
I want to stop breathing
this is too much
but I'm stuck in reality

why won't you let me go
let me dash in front of a car
let me bleed there in front of you
to let you know the pain you've caused

I can't stop thinking
I feel so bad
I've lost all these feelings
the feelings I once had