It was all just a dream...

I know this is a bit dark... but sometimes girls make you feel this way ha-ha

The night is dark and the roads are slick
Put the pedal to the floor, I don’t care anymore
I can feel my face get hot and my hands grasp the wheel
I contemplate its value; is it worth all the pain?
This feeling deep inside is eating away at me
It consumes me and I no longer give any thought to reason
I'm not to be bargained with
Your fake smile doesn’t fool me
You sit there with a smirk, my hands grasp the knife
It would only last a second, a flash of a blade
As I sprint to the door, you fall to the floor
Never to smirk again

This is wrecking my life!
My once peaceful life
With carefree days and I actually had friends
But then something happened
Somehow you ruined my friendships without speaking a word
You've turned them all against me when they were once on my side
My mind tells me I hate you but my emotions say I don’t
I've turned this over in my mind millions of times, but the fact remains
It was all just a dream

So as I drive with my pedal to the floor
How easy would it be to just end it all right here?
A quick turn of the wheel, end it all
I hope you're happy now
But this is the song you'll never hear
And the note you'll never read
Cause I’m taking it to my grave with me