How could u .......wait how could i

How could you do this to me
how could you not care how much i was hurting
how could you go without giving a damn
how could you go when you know i need you as my man
how could you lie straight to my face
how could you hug me wit you warm embrace
how could you say you love me and not mean it
how could you hurt me and think i could handle it
how could you treat me like dirt
how could you not know that it hurts
how could you not see all the clues i gave you
how could you not see that loving you is all ill ever do
but how could i not see that you would break my heart
how could i not see that we would fall apart
how could i not see that i was the one hurting myself
it really wasn't you or any one else
its my fault i let you bring so much pain
its my fault i let you drive me insane
but it was your decision to do this to me
then again it was my decision to not see
i guess i just never wanted to think we would not be together
i guess now i know we wont last forever

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