Life is Soon Over

My past comes to to hunt me day and night,
i keep wishing i can hide my pain deep inside,

and all this unbearable pain is because you've hurt me,
i guess our love wasn't meant to be,

all these scars across my wrists,
scares me because of all my risks,

i took all of them just for u,
now as u fade away i don't know what to do,

and my only weakness that has made me come to this is me caring too much,
now all i have is me with my fingers lonely touch,

life is slowly disappearing from my eyes,
and no one ever seem to understand my cries,

why is it that i feel so alone
when you still say i love u over the phone

i don't get our relationship,
without having a friendship,

i don't even get to see you anymore,
and being with you is all i adore,

but its obvious that you're not here and you don't care,
and thats my worst nightmare,

but all my pain and all my nightmares have come true,
after all I've been through with you,

it doesn't make any since,
when i knew our hearts where meant to be,

and even when i cry,
i feel like i wanna die,

life is like a tear drop,
it's there in seconds falling and uncatchable,
then drops on the floor,
and then the moving stops.....