I sit there all alone
as i slowly open the bottle
pills fall to the ground
as i suddenly begin to tremble
i finally realize this is it
my time has come
as i hesitantly pick up each one
my heart racing with fear
his name running through my mind
i wonder if ill be brave enough this time
this is it its now or never
theres one then two then three
i notice that its too late now
for any one to save me