Makes it Hurt

Everyday I see you smile
It makes me feel warm inside
My world seems to brighten up
Every time you look at me
I couldn’t be any bit more happy

Now my world is fallen apart
My life is tearing us apart
I’m not around any more
You’re staring out the window wishing
That there was more

And I’m dying inside, knowing
That I’m not making you happy
And I just cry out to the world
I can’t make you smile like I did before
Because in your mind you know
You won’t see for a week more
And I can’t take this shit no more

Looken at you seeing you cry
pouting and telling me to stay
I just can’t, I just gotta a leave
I want to stay and be with you

If I go my life will walk out the door
But if I stay then I’ll be worthless
No education, no money for us
I don’t know what to do
I just want to love you
And worry about nothing more
But I have responsibilities

In my mind you are all that I see
My Angel and my life
The one thing that makes me breathe
but now you’re telling me
“I don’t think this is going to work”
I say “what do you mean?
Are you not happy?”
She says “Baby I miss you so much
I can’t stand being apart
I just want it like it used to be.”
I say “Baby I’m trying
But there is so much I can do
It’s not going to be like it used to be
I’m going to be gone
Trying to get my degree
So we can live comfortably”

And the look on your face
Rips my heart apart
we both know this is going to be hard
Being apart makes our worlds fall apart
And I cry every night
when I know I could be by your side

But I hold you in my memories
When it was just you and me
Smiling loving each other being happy
Thinking about no one else just you and me
Those times will always make me smile
and make me happy

And baby I want you to know
That these times are gonna happen a little bit more
But just remember
You’re always on my mind

I know you’re having thoughts about us
I just want you to know
That I’ll always love you
Even if you can’t take the loneliness no more