It can't be true

I picked up the phone,
I heard the news.
It hurt me worse,
Than a nasty bruise.
I thought to myself,
Can this be true?
After all this time,
Have I really lost you?
You were my best friend,
What am I to do?

Everyone knew,
How close we grew.
I think about you every day,
Thinking of what i would say.
If I would have known you wouldn't be here,
I would have made sure I was near.
We all thought you had the flu,
There was nothing more we could do.
You were rushed to the hospital very fast,
It wasn't long until you had passed.

I sat at the funeral wondering why,
God didn't give me a chance to say goodbye.
There wasn't a moment of silence in church that day,
If you ask anyone they will say,
There was a girl in the front so very sad,
We heard her in the back,
We all felt so bad.
Then the moment came to put her in the ground,
I turned silent,
I couldn't make a sound.
Memories were stirring all through my head,
I can't believe my best friend is dead.