Take my |ife

So i showed you my arm,
just another act of self harm,
Bought on by what they say,
I will make them pay...
They thought i couldn't do it,
That i was just a liar,
Well I've proved you wrong now

Sorry i wasn't the way you wanted me to be,
I just wanted to be me.
I cried for hours,
It seemed like days,
Everything was so wrong,
In so many ways...

The deep red cuts on my arm
Are never going to heal,
I do it everyday, so they never get to rest.
Its the pain i feel, telling me to do it again.

You were admiring the scars on my wrists,
Then a tear rolled down your cheek
So i wiped it away,
Then they kept appearing.
I couldn't keep up...

I'm not that strong,
Its not your fault
I bleed alone and in the dark,
With nobody by my side..
They said they would be here for me, well guess what? They lied...

I'm taking my life tonight and theres nothing that you can do to stop me, i might be here in the morning, but i hope I'm not...