Can't be...

Can't be...
I'll Never allow the red of that rose to come back,
Never want the blue of that sky to come back,
Never want that sun to shine on that feeling again...
Took so much away from me,
My ability to ...
Can't be...
That the green of that grass is coming back,
Thats the sun is shining through for you,
You fkd up my life,
May have been a reason why I ultimately turned to the knife,
Never let my world have colour,
If that colour is coming because of you...
It can't be...
Never shall I let my heart love for you...