My Life

Lying still
On my uncomfortable bed
Don't wanna think about tomorrow
Soon my tears start to shed

My life is a big black hole
I can't stand all the pain I've fought
So fu cking unfair
I wish it wasn't distraught

Just when I think it ends
Or I think I find a true friend
History will repeat itself
It will never end

Why did God put me on the earth?
If all it did was hurt
As I take my final breath
And hold the knife to my chest

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Yeah this poem is bad I know lol but I wrote it quickly while I was sitting in English.