One Wish

One wish Is all I ask, one wish, a love that continually gives, that doesn't feel like a task.
Just one wish Is all I desire, though it seems that wishes of mine lay right next to the fire.
Watch my heart burn, When!?!, oh when Will I learn?
My lungs consume the smoke, my throat submerges me slowly as I begin to choke.
Aurghh!!!
It kills me so, but I must keep these scars as a reminder of my mistakes.
I know all too well of my ways, but I became oblivious to any obstacles I might face.
Oh, I am that wishful dreamer reaching for a star, only this one has your face plastered unto to it, and I can't reach it because we're so far.
Let me wish for something that can withstand my angst, allow me to push aside my broodiness and give thanx.
Cause everyday I see your face, but my heart aches.
Everyday I stitch this heart with lace, and I pray that this loneliness is a phase.
One wish Is all I need to bring some comfort back into this home, back into this zone, back into this abyss that's left me all alone....