Falling once More

I can't do this anymore, pretending nothings there,
When I really feel strong and have always cared,
How do I know we really weren't meant to be?
When it feels like everything pointing to you and me,

I don't know how you do it make me feel this way,
After all you put me through even to this day,
I feel my soul is being left unanswered,
Deteriorating as if a cancer,

I can't make it on my own your my hope,
One of my reasons to stay and cope,
I am thankful for all you've done,
But I can't just turn my back and run,

I can't wait forever for something to come about,
I will remain broken without,
A solemn answer to all my hearts content,
A romance contoured I can't forget,

There’s not another way to go or turn,
I can run as far as I can but will someday return,
To loves unworthy untruthful hand once yours,
And fall again in love once more.

Dedicated to Michael.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on September 1st, 2005