Confusion sets in
through out the night
I find myself a cold stone sight
lost in the dark reality
of what we call life
feelings not understood
advancing and retreating
over and over again
struck by a heart
not sure what to think
a cooling comfort sweeps
across my face
and yet an uneasy beat
goes through my body
Not sure if I can trust
or if its another game
will I be lost like this for ever
or until my time must end
will you see the tears
that all else have missed
could you understand
and care for who I truly am
or is this some kind of cruel punishment for something
never having been proceeded
should I stay lost or follow through
should I walk alone
or try and open to you
continue to work
with all the heart I have
to see my problem
and look to your face
will you ever take precedence.
right now all I need is you near.
help guide me through my darkened
sub-reality
find the Truth for what I should do
for now I lean to your shoulder
with no clue
what to do
how to proceed
and as I wait
I hope you can try to trust me too.
