Today in gym
i sat alone
isolating myself from everyone
but yearning to be with them
i watched them gather into their groups
talking
laughing
even fighting...
&& all i wanted was to be with them
to be able to chat about sports
or who's going out with who
or even who I'm going out with
but i can't
so i sit...
i watch...
i listen...
people glance at me
giving me their looks of pity
they make a move to come talk to me
oh how i want them to talk to me
but they change their minds
they turn back to their friends
jumping back into the conversation
forgetting about the girl sitting alone