A Silent Dream Of Death

I toss and turn thinking dark thoughts
Squirming and sweating through my pajama shorts
I measure my dream with terror, terror of the unknown
I'm lost in nothing, letting out an unsteady grown
I mumble confused, unorthodox words
Alone in a world where everything hurts
Emotional and scared as time stands still
Metaphorical monsters of pain is what i can see and feel
I groan again and whimper "please stop"
Nothing can help me, an endless drop
I hit the ground, then up i stand
Fear walks over and smothers me, hes back in command
"Please stop" again, Fear laughs at my cries
I wake up crying, with blood red eyes
A dream i think, just a dream
Don't go back to sleep i silently scream